Lyrics
In the start
You were someone I never thought I'd want in my heart
But that didn't last long
In the end
You were someone I needed
But you weren't someone I deserved
She's someone that I wish I didn't like
Cuz there's nothing I can do to get her
But everytime I see her, I get flustered
So now I'm stuck here forever
I tell myself she's not who I want
But I know that I'm lying to myself
I think that I found the self-deception I said I had itself
For all my years I'll ask for more than I deserve
But in the end
I will more than likely only end up hurt
Every time we facetime
I think it grows something
But in reality you can't catch feelings for me
When we hang up the call
I lowkey stare at the ceiling
While thinking if you will ever end up with me
She did nothing wrong
But she looks like the devil
Try to accept it
But I still love her
Do I just play the waiting game
And try to get to know her?
Or do I just admit that I will never get her
I'm not like that boy
I'm not who she wants
And I'm just a friend to her
But nothing other
I'm not a famous guy
I'm just a typical boy
You're a popular girl
That will never be in my league
I tell myself she's not who I want
But I know that I'm lying to myself
I think that I found the self-deception I said I had itself
For all my years I'll ask for more than I deserve
But in the end
I will more than likely only end up hurt
I love her
But theres some signs that I just need to ignore her
She has a boyfriend, man, I can't play pretend
Man, I just need to ignore her
Cause she's someone that I want
I can't act nonchalant
Because I love her with my heart
Cause I really wish she liked me
When I see her, my face lights up with glee
But there's nothing that I can fucking do
So I guess that I'll just want you
I tell myself she's not who I want
But I know that I'm lying to myself
I think that I found the self-deception I said I had itself
For all my years I'll ask for more than I deserve
But in the end
I will more than likely only end up hurt
(I tell myself she's not who I want) (When I see her my face lights up with glee)
(But I know that I'm lying to myself) (But there's nothing that I can fucking do)
(I think that I found the self-deception I said I had itself) (So I guess that I'll just want you, I'll just want you, I'll just want you)
(For all my years I'll ask for more than I deserve)
(But in the end)
(I will more than likely only end up hurt)
Track Details
Release Date
2026-03-13
2026 WPOLT Records
2026 WPOLT Records
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