alive [+artixan +kets4eki +m1v +vanity] [artixan]

featuring: @omgartixan @kets4eki @m1v @xovanity produced by: @omgartixan mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed artwork by: @vuelure on instagram [Intro: cy4ne] Baby, can you treat me right I just want to see the light Without you, I'd rather die I just want to feel alive [Verse 1: cy4ne] Can you feel the silence of midnight? Or find in darkness some kind of light? Striving freedom, shouting into the void Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin? Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish Will this anguish persist until I'm banished? [Pre-Chorus: cy4ne] Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar [Chorus: cy4ne] Pop a pill to numb the pain Life's a bitch in every way Demons in my mind connive Every day tryna survive "End it now?", I ponder still Fight is over, lost the will Voices shoutin' take the dive I just want to feel alive [Verse 2: kets4eki] I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place So I don't have to feel your touch, don't fave to feel frustrated Fucked with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares I've been thinking bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself [Verse 3: vanity] Finished another pack of Claws I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost I could never feel how I felt before Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya? Fuck it, pack it up, I want amnesia I was lost in your eyes Never wanted compromise Never saw what I'm becoming No sleep, fucked up now Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down Never, I never felt at home I'm sober again, stuck in my hole Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee I don't think it stops 'til I'm fucking buried [Pre-Chorus: cy4ne] Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar [Chorus: cy4ne] Pop a pill to numb the pain Life's a bitch in every way Demons in my mind connive Every day tryna survive "End it now?", I ponder still Fight is over, lost the will Voices shoutin' take the dive I just want to feel alive [Chorus 2: m1v] I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep I don't wanna see you when I trip every time Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime [Verse 4: m1v] Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance Blurry fucking vision when I try to take a glance I don't even try, I don't even take my chance Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan Please leave me behind hate attachment more than fans Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans [Chorus 2: m1v] I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep I don't wanna see you when I trip every time Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep I don't wanna see you when I trip every time Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime [Verse 5: artixan] 'N my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down Baby gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now So I gave her all the love that I had in the world She a pretty lil' slut 'n we fuckin' to our own songs, yeah So I'm taking all her clothes off, yeah That's because I stole her whole heart 'N the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah