love letter for you / BELONG JUST TO ME

this song survived a breakup, friend group explosion, mom's cancer coming back, dissociation, heart ache, and ... idek what else. more chatgpt soup ig, idk, enjoy, prod: me, everything: me fun fact: this was my first beat ever, and then i came up with the other one and then went back to this one lyrics: part 1: frustration and envy all over me kick me in the mouth make me fucking drown what a fucking loser gotta throw a fit just a fucking user quit ur fucking shit he fucking left you saw through your lie nothing you say is true saw it in ur eye lying to friends isn't something you should do can't wait for them to fucking leave you! i'm a pathetic whore evening the score it's gonna fucking take a whole lot more just admit that you hate yourself why take that on somebody else? want your suffering wanna see you cry wanna make you feel my fucking life it's so fucking sad got no fucking gall what the fuck happened? did u fucking take a fall? part 2 (interlude) what a fucking freaky thing to say! i just wanna be yours come fuck me up tonight pleading on all fours i'm here for a fright i'd kill anyone who looks at you i'll drag their bodies to hell for you i'm ur lil angel i'll be the only one wanna kidnap you make u my lil pawn no one else deserves u i tell myself so puts me to sleep at night i won't take no just wanna be the one have u forever just wanna get it done isn't that so clever! lock u in my room horrormovies reference do that all for you do it for my penance remove the competition make it my mission counting the bodies like addition i'm a fucking mess there is no question cut my wrists lick my slits an infestation