do addicts make it to heaven? w/ wintr

@shredmyself on ig w/ @p7e snow boy @disoc8 are you lost wondering how you're not dead yet? have you lost every one, all of your friends yet? are you a bottomless pit full of regret? don't wanna end it, i wish i could reset. x2 when i cry for help but they fucking leave. i try help myself, why can't you fucking see? i can try my best, just manifest in me, because i just forget every priority with the saline spray, and the morning sun, it gets so dark when it's over and done!! i get my pay and then its fucking gone i hope i make it to twenty one i'll never quit, i'll never win. do addicts make it to heaven? i hate myself, is that a sin? I'LL SLIT MY WRISTS AND RUB MY URINE IN @p7e all these drugs how am i not dead yet im a piece of shit am i outta ur head yet pull urself together r u out of ur bed yet u need 2 remember that pillow is nothing more than headrest live a life full of regret dnt blame me 4 ur sadness u dont even go see ur friends might eventually happen, you'll meet ur