I MISTOOK LOVE BEFORE

prod @disoc8 x @sobitterlilith shoutout wintr for sample at start 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬:// I MISTOOK LOVE BEFORE WAS THAT A FUCKING CRIME BECAUSE I FEEL THE JAIL ALL OF THE FUCKING TIME x2 EVERY PIECE OF ME, ALL OF MY HONESTY, MY SELF EMPATHY, TO BENZODIAZEPINES I'M IN A CAGE AS I BE I'M IN A CAGE AS I SLEEP I FUCKING WISH I COULD DREAM AS I'VE JUST WOKE FROM A DREAM THERE'S WORRIED FACES THAT LOOK THE HAUNTED PLACES WE TOOK I TORE THE PAGE FROM THE BOOK BUT IT'S STILL STAINED TO MY GUT I'VE DONE FUCK ALL I CAN DO I'VE SHRED MYSELF INTO YOU YOU'VE SHRED YOURSELF INTO ME WE FUCKING SHRED IT IN TWO I MISTOOK LOVE BEFORE WAS THAT A FUCKING CRIME BECAUSE I FEEL THE JAIL ALL OF THE FUCKING TIME x2 EVERY ATOMIC HATE I'VE TRIED TO LOVE IT ALL BUT I WAS LOSING WEIGHT FROM EVEN TRYING AT ALL I'LL NEVER DIE FROM THE FALL WHY CAN'T I DIE AT ALL? IT'S LIKE I'VE PROVEN MYSELF FUCKING INVINCIBLE. I TAUGHT MYSELF HOW TO LIVE I TAUGHT MYSELF TO FORGIVE I FORCE MYSELF TO FORGIVE IS THAT A WAY I CAN LIVE? x2 I MISTOOK LOVE BEFORE WAS THAT A FUCKING CRIME BECAUSE I FEEL THE JAIL ALL OF THE FUCKING TIME x4 for all the time that we wasted